puffy eyes and runny nose
 shaking hands 
 and that tick thing I
do 
 that I have noticed
recently
 body flutters 
 that have nothing to
do with
 temperature 
 or the mosquitoes
Georgia rain 
 has convinced they
are supposed 
 to be alive still 
 at night 
 like vampires 
 chasing my face for
blood 
 I cannot spare
 my neighbors 
 peeking through
blinds
 wondering about this
ritualistic thing 
 I do
 at night 
 especially on nights
 when my heart yearns
for close 
 when close is not an
option 
 it's
 the words that keep
me grounded
 for now
 until I float away 
 a happenstance of
rising tides
 a loose anchor
 a pirate without a
port or harbor to call home
 so I find home
 in the words falling
from my mouth
 like so much rain
 like if I didn't
practice
 someone other than me
would know 
 or care
 why do I care
then I glimpse you 
 a memory
 the clouds
 the part of me that
moves through the lonely
 like I do
 so well
 on nights like this
 
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